Ever get the urge to just pack up and move someplace where no-one knows you and you have no clue about the place you pick? The people you talk to are of your own choosing and there are no obligations or feelings of being suffocated by their ideas and thoughts of the way you should be living your life.

Lately, every time I watch a movie, it has people packing up and moving. Sometimes its planned and purposeful and other times it was a spur of the moment thing and every time it happened, and I know it's going to by the descriptions/trailers of the movies but nevertheless, I'm envious.

I watch these fictional characters packing up their fictional lives and think 'Dammit! I want to do that too!'

Sometimes I think about going to Chicago and finding a small house on one of the lakes around it. Sometimes its some place in New York. Oftimes I wish to God I was in England. Today I was wishing it was Tuscany.

Realistially, if I do move (and I'm hoping to with everything I've got), it will be this summer and most likely will be to Knoxville, TN so my sons can be closer to their father. They need him in their lives more and with his job, its not feasible for him to be doing the moving so I will pack up my life and the lives of my sons and we will move closer to him because its what they need.

What I need... I guess I will have to wait for.

They are worth it.